Could you love me anyway?

“There’s some illogical part of me that still believes if you want superman to show up, first there’s got to be someone worth saving.”
Would you save me?

Had a pretty good day at school today, cause laoshi didn’t come to school, again. Awesome, I hope she doesn’t come tomorrow either, then no chinese for the whole week! Bwahaha. Ohwell, went to the library during free period(s) today, watched the disgusting KBox video, omg.

Nothing much happening this week, training resumes tomorrow (FINALLY) I think I forgot how to bowl. Friday night, victory banquet at American Club, I have absolutely nothing to wear. But I can’t really be bothered, I’ll think about it some other time, I’ve got better things to think about.

I was just thinking about everything, and I’ve concluded that maybe I should try to accept people for who they are, because they might think the same way about me yet they are able to accept me for who I am. But I, on the other hand, keep picking on their flaws, and choose not to look at the better side of them, I need to change.

There’s so much worth living for, yet I can’t find the reasons to right now. I know there are many other things in life I have not experienced, but then again, what am I missing out on? Nothing much. I keep having these ‘what if’ thoughts go through my mind, sometimes I even feel as though they’re true, but then when reality sinks in, I know that there are things I can’t change, and things that won’t come true. And then there are things that I have to accept.

Should I? Or should I not.

July 8, 2009. Uncategorized.