Don’t let me go
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CALL YOUR NAME.
I haven’t felt so nostalgic for such a long time. I feel disgusting and nothing is helping, not even ice cream ): I don’t even know why I’m feeling this way. Is there more to it, or am I just making things up.
I don’t know if what I’m feeling right now is normal, I have these feelings almost all the time but somehow I can’t bring myself to come to terms with it. I keep trying to convince myself that there are better things out there, how was I to know that I wouldn’t be able to let go. How was I supposed to know, when you didn’t tell me?
I want to fall back and you’d be there to catch me, I want you to be there for me, again. Its been so long since I’ve felt this way all over again. I know I’ve successfully buried it inside of me, but why does it feel as though its resurfacing all over again and I have absolutely no control over it. I hate how you make me feel as though I can’t control myself and I’m like a idiot in front of you.
Everytime I think about this, I feel even worse about myself. I know its never going to happen, I know its not possible but somehow you always give me a tinge of hope. Its as if you still care, maybe its just me.
I want to talk to someone so badly, so badly. But I don’t know who to talk to.
Because I feel like an idiot not being able to let go.
anthony replied:
Helloooo chan! Why so emo ): hahaha! cheer up la! you know you can talk to me anytime without feeling like a total idiot cuz i swear i wont judge you! So yeah if you need someone to talk to just talk to me =) im here for you!
July 25, 2009 at 3:32 am. Permalink.
saranghaesupergirl replied:
Aw, thank you Anthony Wee
Sorry I couldn’t stay for long @ your party, hope you had an awesome time! Haha.
But I will feel like an idiot
HAHA thanks!
July 26, 2009 at 1:43 pm. Permalink.
anthony replied:
HAHAHAHA WTH since when do you call me anthony wee HAHAHAHA!!!!! Its okay la glad you bothered to drop by =) Haha. Yarh i had an awesome time (:! Nooo if you arent an idiot you shouldnt feel like an idiot so stop being an idiot feeling like an idiot HAHA did that make sense?!
July 27, 2009 at 10:44 am. Permalink.
waterproofsoul replied:
I want to talk to someone so badly, so badly. But I don’t know who to talk to.
FLASH!! HELLO!!!! ME??? (((:
Hi love its been long but i still love you the same more than that FHB ever did and ever will, we have asses to kick, books to burn(LOL?) But through it all, our love remains unburnt. Oooooo that rhymed, Hah! So if your bored, tired, sad, happy, irritated, dont ‘call your name’ call my name!! You go: DARSHHHH? (and I’ll be thereeeeeeeeee…….) (:
Love you long time, beyond buzzlighter years.
Wooo.
thats one long r/s we are gonna have. Wvoooooooosssshhhh. Tata.
-D
July 27, 2009 at 1:26 pm. Permalink.